O God, why me?
Why does it have to be me?
Why did you have to choose me?
Now don’t get me wrong
I still mean every word
That I said in my song
You are still my Lord
And I trust Your word
But I never thought
This would turn out so hard
I am just a child
My marriage a game
My spouse says they trust you
But I’m sure feels the same
Surely there’s others
More fit for this task
Eager to brave
Whatever you ask
Others who’ve studied
Your words and your ways
Served at your altar
Long nights and long days
People of power
With wealth and prestige
They’d gladly surrender
To you as their liege
With all those choices
Why come to my door?
Why trust your fate
To one lonely and poor?
Unless…
This is the only
Place you could come
For only the empty
Have room in their home
The zealous already
Have made up their mind
So full of their vision
They make themselves blind
The scribes and the scholars
Are sure of their truth
They’d rather be dead
Than humbled like Ruth
Those rich in this world
Are slaves to their gold
They only find value
In things bought and sold
Maybe the reason
You come here to live
Is because I know
I have nothing to give
If I thought my own merit
Had earned me your favor
I’d make you my client
Instead of a Savior
So only someone
As broken as me
Could showcase the message
That sets others free
You long to redeem them
Whatever their state
But for now, you are mine
And they’ll just have to wait
“At that time the ruler of Israel will stand and take care of his people with the Lord’s strength and with the power of the name of the Lord his God. The Israelites will live in safety, because his greatness will reach all over the earth.”
Micah 5:4 NCV