Author: Dr. Ernie

  • 2/24 IAM: Well-Versed (Well-Borne 2/5)

    2/24 IAM: Well-Versed (Well-Borne 2/5)

    This is insane / I have no idea where I am / What kind of tunnel this is / How far away He is // But He knows…

  • 2/23 IAM: Well-Founded (Well-Borne 1/5)

    2/23 IAM: Well-Founded (Well-Borne 1/5)

    I presume I am being sent to look for something / But I have forgotten what // Either they really trust me / Or I am the most expendable…

  • 2/22 IAM: Passing Time

    2/22 IAM: Passing Time

    I wonder / If I need to help Him / By pointing out things / In His blind spot

  • 2/20 IAM: Present

    2/20 IAM: Present

    And when I see Him / I become happy too // Why didn’t I do this sooner? // Why don’t I do this always? //

  • 2/20 IAM: O-So-Positive

    2/20 IAM: O-So-Positive

    I ask: why doesn’t everyone receive from you? / Why do they have to go through me? / I am such a poor Reflection / I weep

  • Sex 405: Polar Opposites

    Sex 405: Polar Opposites

    He is… softer / Guileless / Open / Vulnerable // Not stupid / But simple / In a good way // Oh my god. / Am I the evil twin?

  • 1/19 IAM: Remembering to Call

    1/19 IAM: Remembering to Call

    I look for Jesus. / I don’t see Him. / But I see a phone / On the table next to me…

  • 2/18 IAM: Drunk with Joy (War of The Dance, Part 3 of 3)

    2/18 IAM: Drunk with Joy (War of The Dance, Part 3 of 3)

    Maybe I’m just deluded / I could be throwing away my reputation / My identity / Everything I spent my life building // My company will fire me / My family disown me / My friends despise me / (Again)

  • Sex 404: What The Deuce?

    Sex 404: What The Deuce?

    You are used to thinking of war as the opposite of peace. / But I know that they are two sides of the same coins. / Twins, if you will…

  • 2/17 IAM: Song-Strong (War of The Dance, Part 2 of 3)

    2/17 IAM: Song-Strong (War of The Dance, Part 2 of 3)

    The song Jesus is playing on His trumpet / Amidst the battlefield of life / Not a battle cry / Not reveille / A love song…

  • 2/16 IAM: Praise-Angry (War of The Dance, Part 1 of 3)

    2/16 IAM: Praise-Angry (War of The Dance, Part 1 of 3)

    Our forces are scattered / Our leaders incompetent / Supplies unreliable / Mission vital but unclear // It is hell…

  • Dream: Our Turn to Build

    Dream: Our Turn to Build

    We are at a big event Some sort of open-air arena Surrounded by a junkyard There’s entertainment in the center Plus teams, building on the side It is not clear which is the main attraction Versus something to keep people busy

  • 2/15 IAM: Re-Assembled

    2/15 IAM: Re-Assembled

    I am… a crowd of midgets / Deeply angry / Superficially happy // We appear calm and peaceful / As long as we keep our distance…

  • 2/14 IAM: The Rest of Glory

    2/14 IAM: The Rest of Glory

    He is walking around me / Clothed in white armor / Keeping the darkness away // No // **_Pushing_** the darkness away…

  • 2/13 IAM: Intimately Known

    2/13 IAM: Intimately Known

    I look for Jesus. / He is there / Exactly where He is supposed to be / Standing at the altar // Except… / He isn’t looking at me / Or for me // My heart breaks…

  • 2/12 IAM: Super Vulnerable! (INRI, Part 6 of 6)

    2/12 IAM: Super Vulnerable! (INRI, Part 6 of 6)

    I take the purple sash from my hips / And tie it around my neck / Like a superhero cape // The crown of thorns / Stays on my waist / Like Batman’s utility belt…

  • Sex 403: Not the Bees

    Sex 403: Not the Bees

    I see an elderly yet somehow ageless woman / Smiling maternally at the bees as they go about their business. / Without thinking I blurt out… / The Earnest Redeemer: Don’t trust them! They will fail you. They won’t live long enough to fulfill their purpose!

  • Sex 402: Big Sir

    Sex 402: Big Sir

    Father Time: You’re not listening. And even if you were, Sex is not a thing you can comprehend with words. It must be experienced. Stop talking. Look!

  • 2/11 IAM: A Walking Paradox (INRI, Part 5 of 6)

    2/11 IAM: A Walking Paradox (INRI, Part 5 of 6)

    Behind me / Are natural enemies / Predator and pray / Villain and victim // I cannot control them / Though I have been fool enough to try…

  • Sex 401: Love and War

    Sex 401: Love and War

    The Earnest Redeemer: Okay. That, right there. Specifically, there’s two distinct dimensions of Sex I don’t know how to reconcile. 1. Love (indicating Aphrodite) seems inherently symmetric. Sex as mutual pleasure, mutual consent, mutual joy to build the long-term parental partnerships undergirding a family. 2. War (glancing at Ares) is…