The other factor is that I’ve started a dialogue with Luis Bush regarding Transformations 2005: Indonesia. We’re exploring the possibility of my acting as a marketing consultant, to shape the messages used both for outreach and for structuring the conference. I don’t want to make the mistake I did with the AD2003: South Bay project, where I got in over my head and generated a lot of unnecessary stress. I need to seek God and ensure that I properly bound my involvement to ensure I keep my family, physical/mental health, and Apple commitments on track.
I’m meeting with my mentor John Isaacs on July 8th, so hopefully I’ll be able to make a decision soon after that. Until then, I may be taking time off from these devotions to pray by myself or with my wife. After that, i hope to resume regular devotions, though I may end up (also?) blogging my experiences with the Transformations conference.
Not sure exactly why I’m recording all this, since I doubt anyone is following this blog in real time (if at all). But, the concept of a virtual reader is what helps keep me disciplined, and this way if I or anyone else look back on all this they’ll know what was going on at the time.
May God bless us all.
Ernest Prabhakar
Sunday, June 27th, 2004 A.D.