Rejoice first. Give better.
Stress is a choice that we make
Of trashy demands that we take
When identity
Is how you think of me
Status becomes thirst I can’t slake
Rejoice first. Give better.
Stress is a choice that we make
Of trashy demands that we take
When identity
Is how you think of me
Status becomes thirst I can’t slake
The key to conquering
Insecurity
Is learning to see You
As You see me
Continued from Mrs. Jesus #4/7: Thor’s Hammer Day
Jesus wraps his arms around me and lowers me to the mattress
“I’m scared,” I whisper
“I know,” he murmurs, kissing my brow
“Don’t worry. I will always be with you, even if you can’t see me.”
For the comfort of my body
Jesus placed a small cot by the Tree of Life
I gaze up at it as he fastens two roots to the holes in my wrists
My body is not what I’m worried about
The sensation is what I imagine dialysis fees like
Or a blood transfusion
The lifeblood of the tree fills me
As mine pours into it
As my consciously slowly wanders off
What I learned about restoring relationships — and finding myself — from watching Hometown Cha-Cha-Cha
Continue readingI cannot name my true “I”
Until We two see eye-to-eye
I cannot truly “be”
Til I see You see me
And know I’m not some other guy
“When Sanballat the Horonite and Tobiah the Ammonite official heard about this, they were very much disturbed that someone had come to promote the welfare of the Israelites.”
Nehemiah 2:10
When we live our life without ballast
Our hearts feel that they must be calloused
2023: Our Year of the Lord’s Favor
I want to be known as Your favor-ite
Celebrating how we two are tight
My mind is my greatest source of leverage, granting me power over issues professional, personal and spiritual. But leverage requires a lever, which requires a fulcrum. Something immovable that I can use to move everything else.
But what if the root of the most important issues I face is hidden under that fulcrum? What can I use to move an immovable object?
And what is the secret I have spent my whole life pressing further away from my consciousness?
When there’s a mountain to move
I feel God has something to prove
Is He really real
Or just what I feel
When I am in a good groove?
When Adam gave each thing its name
Back then he had no word for “shame”
It could not be taught
Til he had been caught
And felt what it feels like to blame
We need to learn boundaries
When we are young
To separate us
From those we’re among
The reason the universe
Seems poorly designed
Is what we call EVIL
Is LIVE mis-aligned
Continued from Sex 305: Game Time
I… don’t know who I am
Or more precisely
Which I am
Continued from Sex 304: Autistic License
Earnest: Right. Who would be willing to drop everything to travel halfway around the world to take on an impossible Quest with people he doesn’t even know?
Lecher: Actually, I know just the guy…
In a world where submission’s subversive
I find myself being aversive
If I’m to not lose
The road that You choose
I need to become more discursive
In order to become repentant
I must become fully dependent
On identity
Of Jesus in me
And not all the things I think He meant!
Christ came to re-story
What sin has de-stroyed
By sharing His glory
Union unalloyed
We’re made for each other
A narrative team
Yet loving my brother
Seems too hard a dream
Identity ~> Separation ~> Pain
Sub-merged pain
Is what turns Difference
Into Division
Sam said it better than I could myself:
For the first time, perhaps in their entire lifetimes, Christians may no longer feel entirely at home in the world. Indeed, many of us may feel like strangers in a strange land. And that is exactly as it should be.
THE HIDDEN BLESSING IN THE DECAY OF THE WORLD SYSTEM
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