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2025-05-18 IAM: Cloudy (Family 3/14)
“Besides / They never wanted / To hurt you / Only to keep you / From hurting them…”
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2025-05-17 IAM: Pursued (Family 2/14)
“He doesn’t hate you / He loves you so much / He is terrified of losing you – And lashes out / Hoping you will submit…”
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Unnecessary Suffering: Emotional Inflammation and the Pain We Carry
Theologians and doctors agree on one thing—pain is a warning. A gift, even, when functioning properly. But when pain lingers long after the wound, or when our response to it causes more harm than the original injury, we enter into the realm of unnecessary suffering.
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2025-05-16 IAM: Long, Long Ago (Family 1/14)
I think he killed my father / But it turns out / He is my father…
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2025-05-15 YAM: Covenantal (Elder 13/13)
I see the ravaged battlefield / Where my story began / Is now a beautiful garden…
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A Shoulder to Lean On (ChatGPT as Richard Rohr on Divine Comfort)
The true comfort of God is not the anesthesia of escape or the adrenaline of solutions. It is Presence. Loving, enduring, undefended Presence.
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2025-05-14 YAM: Unfailing (Elder 12/13)
I am… shrinking. // Or maybe / The king is growing // Bigger / Stronger / Wiser…
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2025-05-13 YAM: Dying (Elder 11/13)
It is my mind / That is leaking out / Through the holes in my skull…
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2025-05-12 YAM: Unallied (Elder 10/13)
I break off three branches / And weave them together / Into a crown // Puncturing my hands / Covering them with blood…
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The Quest for Vulnerability: From Mage to Knight (Podcast)
Explore a profound psychological journey from a state of numbness and defensive detachment, seeking control and predictability through intellectual pursuits within a metaphorical castle of wizardry, where the protagonist believes magic is the “foundation of the universe”.
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The Spiritual Equivalence Principle: Unforgiveness as Blaspheming the Holy Spirit
Just as Einstein revolutionized our understanding of gravity by showing that acceleration and gravitation are indistinguishable within a closed system, I believe Jesus reveals a spiritual symmetry: unforgiveness and blasphemy against the Holy Spirit, though seemingly distinct, may be functionally equivalent in their impact on the soul.
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Interpreting “One New Humanity” Through a Diaphoric Lens
Applying the concept of diaphoris, as introduced in Diaphoris: The Ecstatic Agony of Divine Glory, provides a nuanced framework to understand the themes presented in One New Humanity. Diaphoris emphasizes the sacred dynamic by which difference is borne, crossed, and ultimately reconciled, generating deeper communion.
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2025-05-11 YAM: HeartWatch (Elder 9/13)
I kneel before the tiny king / Whose people I have panicked / By reading a scroll I don’t understand…
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2025-05-10 YAM: Fight (Elder 8/13)
Thousands of tiny people / Swarm around my giant form / Pulling me out of the water // They haul me before their king / Who sits on a bamboo throne / Crowned with ostrich feathers / Wearing war paint…
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2025-05-09 Cling YAM: (Elder 7/13)
The scroll in an unknown language / Floats on the river of my tears // I hold tightly to it / As I am swept toward the nations / God gave me as an inheritance…
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2025-05-08 YAM: Oath (Elder 6/13)
My colossal body / Formed out of dry bones / Begins to shake / With deep sobs…
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2025-05-07 SAM: Deviant (Elder 5/13)
I stop and try to read it / But I cannot / For it is in an unknown alphabet…
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Diaphoris: The Ecstatic Agony of Divine Glory
But this “oneness” isn’t static. It’s not a melting into indistinction. It’s a communion of distinction, a unity born of love through difference. The key lies not merely in perichoresis—the classic doctrine of the mutual indwelling of the Trinity—but in something more dynamic, more painful, more creative…
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Did Christ Die to Cause or Transmit Forgiveness?
He is not a nicer version of God, nor a shield protecting you from divine anger. When you look upon Christ crucified, you are seeing the heart of the Father made visible…
