2026-02-17 YAM: In To My Pain (Tree 4/?)

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Sitting with ugly reality is your most powerful move.

MIC Check

Today’s Most Important Challenge is…

  • Identifying with the shadow self
  • I most despise
  • As Christ does me

Yahweh Approach Memo

Continued from Live With Him

I am… unfaithful.

My restlessness
Has torn me out
Of the bosom of God

Leaving a hole in His heart
And me covered
With fragments of His body

I look to My Father.

I say:

“Father
Please forgive me
I have no idea
What I am doing”

My Father looks to me.

He says:

“It is not
Your fault
For Satan has asked
To sift you like wheat”

The wind rises.

I am tossed to and fro
Because I am no longer
Abiding in Him

Leaves and branches
Break off
Under the strain

My Father grins.

“But
I have prayed for you
To keep pursuing connection
Because everything
That dies
Reaching for me
Becomes compost…”

“For the next generation!”

To be continued

Reflection

I feel…

  • Rootless
  • Heartless
  • Buffered
  • Strain

Scripture

“If I had given in to my pain and spoken of what I was really feeling, it would have sounded like unfaithfulness to the next generation.”

‭‭Psalms‬ ‭73‬:‭15‬ ‭TPT‬‬

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