Sitting with ugly reality is your most powerful move.
MIC Check
Today’s Most Important Challenge is…
- Identifying with the shadow self
- I most despise
- As Christ does me
Yahweh Approach Memo
Continued from Live With Him
I am… unfaithful.
My restlessness
Has torn me out
Of the bosom of God
Leaving a hole in His heart
And me covered
With fragments of His body
I look to My Father.
I say:
“Father
Please forgive me
I have no idea
What I am doing”
My Father looks to me.
He says:
“It is not
Your fault
For Satan has asked
To sift you like wheat”
The wind rises.
I am tossed to and fro
Because I am no longer
Abiding in Him
Leaves and branches
Break off
Under the strain
My Father grins.
“But
I have prayed for you
To keep pursuing connection
Because everything
That dies
Reaching for me
Becomes compost…”
“For the next generation!”
To be continued
Reflection
I feel…
- Rootless
- Heartless
- Buffered
- Strain
Scripture
“If I had given in to my pain and spoken of what I was really feeling, it would have sounded like unfaithfulness to the next generation.”
Psalms 73:15 TPT
Inspired by Prayers on Fire for Men

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