Hat tip to Thomas
The fear of seeing God
And losing myself
And thus Him
Inspired by Courage to Conquer
MIC Check
Today’s Most Important Challenge is…
- Learning to recognize scarcity
- As a relic of the old covenant
- And threats to my understanding
- As invitations to worship
Yahweh Approach Memo
Continued from Out-Live Him
I am…comparing.
Using the Mirror of Seeing
To identify the differences
Between my true self in God
And my current self
I notice my heart
Is unrealistically red
I realize
That in the process
Of being projected into mere reality
My heart
Became armored
To preserve my identity
I look to My Father.
He does not
Armor His heart
Not because
It is safe
But because He embraces
The ecstatic agony
Of fractally recursive generativity
From loving without limits
Which I had to forget
In becoming human
But now
He is inviting me to remember
I fall to my knees.
Crying:
“How can Your heart
Be continually on fire
Yet not burn out?”
My Father says:
“The secret
Is to take off your feet…”
“And worship!”
To be continued
Reflection
I feel…
- Disarmed
- Overwhelmed
- Deconstructed
- Invited
- Participatory
- Regenerative
Scripture
“Yahweh’s servant, Joshua son of Nun, died at the age of one hundred and ten and the people buried him on his own parcel of land in the hill country of Ephraim at Timnath Serah, north of Mount Gaash.
Judges 2:8-10 TPT
Eventually, after that entire generation died and was buried, the next generation forgot Yahweh and all that he had done for Israel.”

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