2025-03-25 IEM: Clearing (Ella 7/14)

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What breaks God’s heart the most
Is not what I fail to give to God
But what I fear to receive from Him

Question 19: WIML-DIF-LIANGE

Where in my life do I feel like I am not good enough?

  • That I am not emotionally “real” enough
  • To be loved just as I am
  • Versus for what I do

Identity Exchange Memo

Continued from Daughters

I am… soaring.

My broken heart
Is somehow strong enough
To power my Pegasus wings
And carry Jesus into the sky

I could easily win the horse race
But now that feels like cheating

And anyway
Christ’s real purpose in racing
Was to break down my false self
So I could become my truer self

Christ’s real purpose in racing
Was to break down my false self
So I could become my truer self

We fly over the hills
And across a forest
To find a clearing

Then a miracle occurs.

Cinderella is there
Exercising the horse
Jesus sent to her

She looks happy now
Or at least content

Is she
Better off
Without me?

Jesus chuckles.

As He banks me
Toward the ground
He admonishes:

“Your story together isn’t over…”

“It has barely begun!”

To be concluded?

Reflection

I feel…

  • Exhilarated
  • Over-powered
  • Superfluous
  • Insecure
  • Unsure of my role
  • Obedient
  • Guided

Scripture

One day, the descendants of Joseph came to Joshua and said, “Yahweh has blessed us with many people, but you have given us only one part of the land. We ought to have more land!”
Joshua said to them, “If the hill country of Ephraim is too small for the large number of people in your tribes, then go into the forests which belong to the Perizzites and the Rephaites, and clear ground for yourselves there.”‭‭

Joshua‬ ‭17‬:‭14‬-‭15‬ ‭TPT‬‬

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